Date with Hubby dearest!

Couplehood becomes such a cherished thing when you have a baby! not that the little one is an inturder but its realld hard to enjoy a nice romantic meal or movie with a little one by your side who is only 1 years old!! hubby and me had such a great time as my dear aunt volunteered to have jedi at her place for 2 days and one night! SO SHIOK!!! hahaha! was wonderful just having time to catch up and enjoy doing the stuff we used to do when we had more time! now its gonna be alternate weekends for our paktor day!!

musings....

funny how anger can be such a powerful tool to destroy.
funny how forgiveness can be so hard to extend from one who is angry and feels insulted.
funny how the attitude of 'tit for tat' always causes more harm than good.
funny how a seed of unforgiveness can eventually destroy a person and consume them.
funny how a person who thinks that others are only in the wrong and not himself only hurts himself at the end of the day.
the fragility of relationships is in one's ability to be forgiven and to be able to also give forgiveness. One who cannot will eventually destroy oneself and be left alone even by loved ones.
musings.....

babies date!

yesterday was my first time being daring enough to go on a lunch date with a close friend! amazingly Jedi master sat through lunch while I ploughed through my juicy medium steak and baked potatoe! the funny thing was that she brought her little one too so we multi-tasked: ate, fed the baby, talked to each other, and kept the babies entertained! we women are marvellous creatures!!! haha! you should see the floor of Jack's Place though, had a carpet of macoroni and smashed bits of food where the babies sat!
had a wonderful time letting the babies have a play date and dance to music too! such little darlings!!! now the world is my stage...:)

A Ray of Light

I'm learning so much through the eyes of my little boy! Today he was totally abosorbed in the ........WALL!!! I looked closer and saw that he was trying to catch the ray of sunlight cast on the wall and looked perplexed as his shadow would block it when he went nearer. He leant back again and to his excitement the ray of light appeared again!!
Guess sometimes when we look too closely at our worries our situation, it seems impossible but when we lean back on the Lord thats when we see His light and His Will for our lives.
I've been learning to let go and let God and I'm beginning to see that 'ray of light' as I see things from a different perspective. I'm beginning to see the numerous blessings in my life: a wonderful hubby, an adorable son and close loved ones who are always there for me. Beginning to see too that the friends closest and dearest are the ones who are there through life's ups and downs, in tears and in joy.
Life can be truly meaningful if you just take a moment to see...that ray of light in your life... dont look too hard and you will see it....

babababababa...

hee any idea what this means?? me neither! but it came from the mouth of my adorable 8 month old Jedi master! just started after his bath today!! motherhood is such a joy and brightens up all that may seem gloomy at times. may the 'bababas' continue! have a 'baba' day!

a beee-uuuuu-tiiiii-fuuuul morning!

what a wonderful morning! realize have alot to thank the Lord for in my life if i look at the things i have been blessed with instead of focusing on all the worries that I have. beginning to weigh and look at what is really important in life. time is fleeting and the very second that passes is gone and can never return. how you make use of that one second can contribute to a fulfilled life or a life that you look back on with regrets wishing you had done something differently. i want to look back when i'm an old foggy aunite knowing that i have led a fulfilled life. i may not be rich monetarily but im rich with a happy heart and close relationships with loved ones. just random thoughts.but feeling more at peace with myself.

crossroads in life

Im reaching a point where im wondering is it worth it to work so hard to earn money at the expense of family? is life more simple without driving myself crazy in the roles im playing? maybe its time to make a choice...motherhood or careerhood....sighz... :(